Erasing Doubt

Doubt sabotages your true potential, keeping you from moving forward and achieving the things you want to accomplish in life. What doubt does is create blocks and start to diminish your self-worth. When we doubt ourselves, often we think we are not worthy of going after our dreams and desires. This is something that I have been plagued with for the majority of my existence. I was not afraid to try new things, but I doubted achieving the highest potential, and I would start to sabotage myself on the journey. Most of the time, I felt like an imposter and dealt with imposter syndrome.

As I drew confidence in my skills, I got stronger and started to see growth, and potential doubt began to creep in, leading to not recognizing my accomplishments, which in turn would lead to being unworthy of what I have achieved. Yet, I desired to be around what I deemed successful and always felt an emptiness when I saw others achieve their goals, and I never measured up to mine. I hated that feeling that I started to get depressed and ask what was wrong with me and why I couldn’t live the dream that I had always desired for myself. I would pray to my team and ask for help to have the courage to do things I wanted but was afraid to do.

Unfortunately, for many, it takes a near-life-death experience for people to start permitting themselves to live the life that they want, and I, too, had this experience. I started working with Archangel Raguel on my mindset and giving me permission and the faith that everything will work out in my favour. I now use this as my affirmation; more importantly, it is one of my mantras. No matter how things may seem, everything is happening for your higher good. It helps you push the needle to make the necessary moves when things seem to be going sideways.  

I am human; sometimes, doubt will come into my life, and I question whether I am on the right path. This past July, I was ready to walk away from doing this work as I had a few shows this past month, and I hardly got any business. It seemed like it was just a waste of my time, and I started questioning my ability as a business person. Should I try to do this on my own? It has been five years since I started, and I have met many people who invested in me to grow and improve my craft. This month struck me as it felt like I had put in the work and done everything I could think of to be in the flow. While doing my daily meditation, I asked if I should keep spreading the word about working with the angels, as I had felt that I was failing. When I was going into my meditation and considering walking away, I heard, “My child, you still question your ability to connect to us and to share your gifts with the world. You know you are a powerful manifester; however, you doubt your abilities, and people are picking up on that energetically and not trusting your abilities. Come in with the attitude of attraction and create a welcoming and safe into your area. My child, you are a powerful manifester, and soon the floods will open, and you can see endless opportunities for you to grow. You need to stop looking at the what-ifs, focus on your desires, and stop thinking that you are not worthy of your desired success. You were meant to live the life you have dreamt for yourself. You have to believe that you are worthy of it.”

Now, when I see what I think should have happened, I know that something better is coming my way. I am worthy of what I want to achieve in life, and nothing will stop me from getting everything that my heart desires.