Behind the mask

Do you ever feel that you wear 2 masks? So no one sees the real you?

I feel as if I do.

When i wear 1 mask people see me as happy, smiling, laughing.

No one sees me wearing the other one, my real one, I only wear it when I'm alone. No one sees the me behind the first mask. With the "alone" mask, I'm a hot mess. I'm sad, depressed, anxious. Feeling lost and alone and in an unseen war. Yes, I know all the tools for working with energy and I know to call on my spiritual team,  but I still feel as if it's an uphill battle. Me against the world, so to speak. I feel as if I'm in an endless loop and that the more I untangle the web it is creating, the more it gets tangled. So I keep my mind and hands busy by doing my diamond art, I lost count of how many I already finished. I know that the days will get better and I am looking forward to getting back to my normal and to be able to throw away that second mask. Until then I will take the steps needed, one day at a time, to be the real me.

If you find that you are wearing a mask to hide your true self from others know that you will once more be able to remove that mask, for your true self will no longer need to be hidden. Be gentle on yourself as you go through the self healing process and trust that your spiritual tea is by your side assisting you as you need. Take care of yourself, Michelle